This song was used in Welcome To The NHK OST. "Dark Side Ni Tsuitekite" by Yui Makino. The music nor the Welcome to the NHK anime/manga, or art belong to me. (T^T) I simply wanted to honor it by putting together this video! And a first English Subtitled one at that. ;)
This took me some time to pick apart, but I finally managed to translate it as close as I could get it. Literal translations never work... gotta improvise. If you find anything incorrect, please let me know and I can fix it! I'm not native in this language. Thank you.
Any suggestions for improving these type of videos could be helpful.
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9 years ago
DISCLAIMER:If you value 10 minutes of your life and don't want to experience depression don't read the following text.Ramblings of a mad man...I want to evaporate,I want to become one with the air,I want to be ethereal.Observing the world without it's always depressing,always negative,hurtful response.I have realized what is missing in my life,what is most important,and with that I have realized that I will never have it.I want to feel the winds of death.I am nothing more than a human parasite.Will I even glimpse at the thing I want most in this life?Emotions change so fast,that I feel I'm losing grip on sanity,on reality.I need help.I need a nice word,an encouraging word from someone...anyoneI am not asking why is life so cruel,so unfair,I am asking why am I so incapable of fixing,bettering,changing my life,my route.Am I insane or wrong for these words?I am abandoning,and have abandoned so many dreams because of this fear...fear of people?!HELP ME!I try to console my self with masculine delusions,with music,games,and even just sleep.I try to escape,to flee from these feelings,even though they catch up to me.And then again I start drowning in my own failures,in my own degusting choices,in my despair-full life.Lately despair is all I feel,with the occasional,brief happiness.Or is It something else,a worthless physical joy.My life is an inexplicable paradoxical tsunami wave that overcomes and destroys everything and anything "good" in it.I always thought that some great physical pain would be the worst feeling that a human can experience,but I have learned that it is despair,the empty,helpless,hopeless feeling.The only glimmer of hope I see is at the very end of my life.The returning to my Creator.I see this newly found feeling as a punishment for my regretful,and unforgettable life decisions.I don't know why I find comfort in music,but it's something I do often.I must.Should I feel alone,powerless?Am I suppose to?I really want to have a purpose,anything just to make me feel...that I have meaning.I can't,I don't want to imagine my life ending in solitude,having never experienced true company,true...love.I feel like a lost child longing for his mother,I feel like a soldier longing for his lover.Well I think that those comparisons don't fit for me,but nonetheless I feel what I feel.Am I suppose to be useless?Am I useless?Please someone tell me I'm not,save me with a few words.And again I feel like a child.Crying,a nineteen year-old.Shame is what I feel.SOMEONE,GOD,HELP ME!Right now even a lie would be comforting.Ignorance is bliss.What if I were ignorant,or completely unknowing to these feelings.Would it be better?I'm seeking answers,by typing my thoughts in a machine.Why?!O yeah,I'm afraid of people,afraid of they're judgement.So I try to commune with something dead,not alive,a machine.I AM PATHETIC.But I don't deserve to be puttied.I think this should be the end.Right?To whoever reads this,know that I love you,and I hope you have that which I don't.Who am I?My name...Why should an entity without meaning or purpose even have a name?I suppose you could know me simply as"The one that wrote" this message.Farewell