White Cedar - the Mountain Goats video free download


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Uploaded: 2012/10/04

Lyrics:

Like a star come down to walk the Earth in radiant array.

I saw the light of my spirit descend the other day.

I was standing the bus stop on North East 33rd,

When I got the word.

I will be made a new creature,

One bright day.

I don't have to be afraid.

Speed that day on it's way.

And you can't tell me what my spirit tells me isn't true, can you?

Woke up on lockdown one more time,

My visions won't ever learn.

But I see the light that much clearer,

Every time I return.

Forge my armor in the old fire.

My spirit sings loud and clear,

Even in here.

I'll be reborn someday, someday,

If I wait long enough.

I don't have to be afraid.

I don't wanna be afraid.

And you can't tell me what my spirit tells me isn't true, can you?

Comments

9 years ago

Arthur Compton

This song is about John's time as a psychiatric orderly at Met State Hospital near Los Angeles. As he explained it, kind of like the hard drugs, it was just something that he unconsciously gravitated towards after high school because it involved contact with other abused and damaged people, a lot of whom bore similar involuntary childhood baggage to his own.I've never experienced the horror of psychosis in a locked ward, but you can feel his sympathy, his genuine understanding of what it means to fight with visions that "won't ever learn" while simultaneously holding on to the ultimate faith, call it Christianity or simple optimism, that they will eventually be "made a new creature", cured of their delusions and fear.The capstone line about being unable to tell somebody what their spirit says isn't true blurs the line between delusion and faith; when expressed in that context, what's the difference? It's about what the belief does for YOU, not it's externally perceived validity.

9 years ago

Morgan Howard

I love that small challenge you hear when he says "You can't tell me what my spirit tells me isn't true... Can you?"

10 years ago

Ron Carter Dealerships

Another tune from The Mountain Goats for you.

10 years ago

JonDiens

Actually John Darnielle said in an interview that he was a Catholic. A very critical one on religion, and very influenced, but he said he believes in Traditional Catholicism, routine and all.

10 years ago

WARRIORofHARDCORE

My new (don't pull) suicide song

10 years ago

IlaughedIcried

Oh my god, this song. I think it's broken my heart for today.

11 years ago

BoxRadishScissors

I read an interview from 2008ish in which John Darnielle describes his attitude toward religion as something like "I wish I could fully believe a religion, and I like the sense of community religious activities create, but I'm suspicious that there's nothing supernatural/there is no God." Maybe I'm not remembering it correctly...

11 years ago

12abirato

I love how his voice sounds when he says, "old fire." It just... I dunno. It doesn't really crack. It crackles? But what a great song. So beautiful and meaningful.

11 years ago

Deanchester16

this one's not about religion. it's about coping with long-term mental illness.

11 years ago

RandoMcMorrison

two perfectly placed snare hits. best TMG album in years.

11 years ago

Claire Baldwin

well, I'm weeping

11 years ago

KameronID

That is the best comparison probably. The best.

11 years ago

skivit

I've heard a lot of reason for liking a Mountain Goats song, but "It reminds me of MST3K" is by far the best.

11 years ago

cvantuss

So far this is my favorite song of this album. Everyone will probably have their own interpretation of this work of art, but to me it's about enlightenment. Coming to realize who and what you really are. There is no fear upon full realization.

11 years ago

Kari Mehr

Despite being a generally unemotional person, this song moves me to tears because of its simple beauty. It breaks my heart how simply and sincerely it describes my experience with my chronic pain.

11 years ago

coolpapabell22

Before the album came out, I heard a lot about Until I Am Whole as the high point of the album.... It's good, but this just blows it away in my mind. The whole arrangement is beautifully restrained. I'm also never sure what he means by "can you?" Is it defiant? despairing? Is he just realizing that what he's saying is true? It kills me every time....

11 years ago

Stephen FIsh

So far, my favorite song on the album. The horns on the instrumental breaks sort of remind me of the closing credits on MST3K. Very nostalgic.

11 years ago

George McLellan

Very cool song, heard it on National Radio this morning in NZ. Cheers

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