Wendy McNeill - Civilized Sadness (Official Video) video free download


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A Kurdish woman thinks back on the event that sent her family running for their lives - the Halabja poison gas attack on Kurdistan on March 16, 1988.

She is grateful to have survived and been given the opportunity for a fresh start - thousands weren't so lucky - but part of her still longs to be closer to the roots that she left behind.

Before the gas bombs were dropped, the planes tested the wind currents by dropping blank pages of paper over the city.

This song was inspired by Choman Hardi's poems - "My Mother's Kitchen" and "Two Pages"

LYRICS:

Civilized Sadness - March 16,1988 lament

I can't show you the border

on a man - made map

on the ridge of our mountain

we had four seasons

I really miss that

pages - blank pages - fell from the sky

and we all went running over

thrilled by the surprise

testing - testing

then it fell from the sky

first it smelled like sweet apples

first it smelled sweet

life is a lottery

it favours the quick

memory is elusive

runs away

awayay

away

with

it

I hear her singing to the plums and the grapes

see her nimble hands sewing cotton and lace

bags which would protect fruit from bees

all of these things I carry with me

my sister's smile, my father's poetry

but I know that

"I will never inherit

my mother's trees"

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Comments

9 years ago

Lynn Mcneill

hauntingly beautiful

9 years ago

twana muhammed

Thank you Wendy 

9 years ago

Jonas Flint

"life is a lottery , it favours the quick..."Brilliant.

9 years ago

Hiken no Sabo

A wonderful song, thank You!!

9 years ago

Tommy Flugt

Choman Hardi was born in Southern Kurdistan (Iraq) just before her family fled to Iran. She returned to her hometown at the age of five and lived there until she was fourteen. When the Iraqi government used chemical weapons on the Kurds in 1988 her family fled to Iran again. She has lived in Iraq, Iran and Turkey before coming to England in 1993. Choman studied philosophy and psychology at Queen's College, Oxford and has an MA in philosophy from University College London. Currently she is a PhD candidate at the University of Kent in Canterbury, researching about the mental health of Kurdish women refugees between the clash of cultures.She has published two collections of poetry in Kurdish: 'Return with no memory' (Denmark, 1996) and 'Light of the shadows' (Sweden, 1998). Bloodaxe will publish her first collection of poetry in English in 2004.

9 years ago

Roei Salman

Magical!

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