Suicidal Tendencies - "How Will I laugh Tomorrow" video free download

Song: How Will I Laugh Tomorrow

Artist: Suicidal Tendencies

Album: How Will I Laugh Tomorrow[1988]

Here I sit and watch my world come crumbling down

I cry for help, no one's around

Silently screaming as I bang my head against the wall

Seems like no one cares at all

Always an emotion but how could I explain?

Kinda like the scent of a rose but you can't explain

The same with my pain, caught up in emotion, goes over my head

Sometimes I got to think to myself is this life or death

Am I living or am I dead?

The clock keeps ticking but nothing else seems to change

Problems never solved, just rearranged

And then I think about all the times that I've had

Some were good, most were bad

I search for personality, and I look for things I cannot see

Love and peace flash through my mind,

pain and hate is all I find

Find no hope in nothing new

and I never had a dream come true

Lies and hate and agony

through my eyes that's all I see

If I'm gonna cry, will you wipe away my tears?

And if I'm gonna die, Lord, please take away my fear

Before I drown in sorrow, well, I just want to say

How will I laugh tomorrow, when I can't even smile today?

Today, today, today when I can't even smile today

Today, today, today when I can't even smile today

How will I laugh tomorrow, when I can't even smile today?

How will I laugh tomorrow, when I can't even smile today?

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So when I look outside my room,

I see the world but not the reason

What is done to me is not fair,

you call it fate, I call it treason

But I know not what to do, gimme a sign, I'll take whatever

But if you want me, here I am, ain't gonna die forever

And I tried to hold you but you just turned away

And I tried to tell you but not a word I say

Cried out so loudly but you just covered your ears

I gave you all the signs but you ignored my tears

So if you want me, here I am,

I sit here waiting your decision

But my body fights my mind

and it is headed straight for a collision

So am I getting near

Or am I still looking in all the wrong places?

But the only thing that seems to change

Are the looks on the faces

Doesn't anyone?

Seems like no one cares at all

I search for personality, I look for things I cannot see

Love and peace flash through my mind,

pain and hate is all I find

Find no hope in nothing new

and I never had a dream come true

Lies and hate and agony, through my eyes that's all I see

How will I laugh tomorrow?

How will I laugh tomorrow?

How will I laugh tomorrow?

How will I laugh tomorrow, when I can't even smile today?

Today, today, when I can't even smile today?

Today, today, when I can't even smile today?

How will I laugh tomorrow, when I can't even smile today?

How will I laugh tomorrow, when I can't even smile today?

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