not staying for a while-have to rest, i am exhausted - have only tuned to say, that HELL, NO... no 19th breakdown for me... and that NO! I am not insane - and i don't disarrange minds - far as anyone was, is to blame? - there's been no one!thing just happen in life - and i'll speak for only myself:i face what life throws at me - and whatever it may be - i treat it fairly.. though confront and combat it I WILL!(always the Phoenix - and the Griffin, IF NEEDED!)WILL RETURN!must rest a little bit - lest i become, not functional - AS PRECISELY; VIGILANTLY FUNCTIONAL IS REQUIRED!!!SOON!