Rascal Flatts - What Hurts The Most [lyrics] New Video video free download

SweetJeann

Anthony

It's been few years, and  I'm still very much in love with her. It seems like every now and then the wound opens up and the pain still spills out. She and I weren't stranger or two young kids. We'd been friends for few years and over the years we spent many hours together sharing coffee, watching movies, talking and laughing, sharing our problems, talking about family, her kids, and the things we wanted in life. We never dated, but we were together for hours almost daily. During the time neither of us were seeing anyone else and evey once in a while she'd laugh and bring that up. She'd say; you know I'm not seeing anyone, but it seems my kids think I should be dating someone but I tell them I'm not interested, I spend more time with you talking than I do with anyone. We had grown to be very close friends. She had in fact become my best friend. I trusted her and told her everything except for the one thing which was most important. I never told her how I felt, I never told her how much I loved her. The thing which played on my mind was that she'd been through a very bad time in her life, and she didn't deserve to be treat in the way that she had been. Years earlier her husband had abandoned her and the kids for a younger women (with no kids) and she was raising their kids herself. He just walked away without any indication there was something wrong. He cleaned out their bank account, left the state, and left her with nothing except the bills and what money she had in her purse. I wanted her to have the best chance at being happy, that's what meant the most to me. She never would of had to worry about what I was doing, where I was, or whom I was with. I would have always come home to her, I would have always been there for her and done my best for her and the kids. But when I realized what was happening between us I began to doubt in myself even tho she didn't. I convinced myself that I wasn't good enough for her, she deserved someone better, someone who could give her better financial security . I wanted her and the kids to have the best things in life. I thought she was making a bad choice in me. I wasn't anyone special, I was just a working stiff and I wasn't good enough for her. I should have told her how I felt, I should have shard that with her and let her tell me what she thought and felt. Instead I kept quiet and started distancing myself from her and It was difficult to do. The best part of my day had become seeing her for the first time of the day, seeing her eyes light up, seeing her smile, and hearing her laugh and say; I've been waiting for you I was wondering where you were. I was missing my friend and the less I came around the more I could see the sadness in her face when I did, and I also heard it in her voice when we spoke, which wasn't very often, and that bothered me too. I was hurting very much inside, but I thought I was doing the right thing . Something I didn't understand at the time was that it was not my decision to make. She had a say in the relationship. wither she thought I was good enough, it was her decision to make it was never mine. I had no right to make that choice for her, and I later realized she had made her choice but I was blind. I was focused on her and the kids having material things and money, thinking that's what she needed to be happy; but that wasn't what she was looking for. If I had it to do over again, if she were to look at me and say;  You know, if the right man were to ask me to get married I'd get married again, you do know that; I'd ask her without thinking twice.  She had said this many times over several months and when I didn't answer her I saw the look on her face. I knew what she was saying to me. She didn't give up on me, she kept coming back until I felt I had to walk away completely. It hurt hearing her say that because it was what I wanted, I did want to marry her but I thought it would be a mistake. I convinced myself that I had to be strong that it was best for her, and it was eating me up inside. Sometimes someone can make a decision believing it's for the right reasons, thinking their doing what's best for someone they love, but later they learn they were wrong. Every now and then it gets to me, and I've cried thinking about her and still miss her. I wonder what our life would have been like. We may not have had the fancy things I wanted her give her, but we would of had each other. It's been a few years and I was told buy one of our friends that she met someone a few months ago and they just got married. I hope he really loves her and is good to her, and she didn't marry him because she was lonely. I hope that some good may have come out of my foolishness. This song when I heard it opened that wound again, and it hurts as much now as it did then. If or when I meet someone again I hope I'm not so blind, but it will take someone very special to fill that place she still has in my heart. I thought I was protecting her from me, but what I needed was her to protect me from me!

Amanda Chambers

What Hurts The Most

Raechel Barentson-Frantom

All the of the words above....apply to me.

Metro JGaming

my gf broke up with me 2 days ago. we were together for 4 months she had a crush on me for a year before she told me straight up. she said that she's been pushing me away and that I don't deserve it yes she has but that doesn't stop me for loving her. I also kept complaining about her imperfections I feel so horrible I want her with me. she's given me the best 4 months of my life. she said she feels too young and that she should wait it out awhile. I hope she comes back to me..she said she still loves me...

Colorado Kidd

my son is going though this right now...its so sad having to set back and watch and cant do anything about it

Kelsey Evers

amazing song all the time...........

Jeremy O'Brien

This song is more about losing a girlfriend/boyfriend!...depending on ones situation! Cole Swindel ...You should be here.....AMAZING song if you have lost a loved one!

Jackie Barnes

I lost someone and the I song this song and I was crying and it was hard I had to sing to my Grandma

Johnny Trevino

I feel if u lost a love one listen to Cole swindle u should be here

Johnny Trevino

I love this song to my first baby mama it's cool been separate for 5 years bye

bellarelle montez

baldwin tinashe mandizha,,,,you are gone but not forgotten,,,,,,forever in my heart,,,,theres not a day that goes by wen l dont think abt yu,,,,,yu had so much to give ,,,

Noah Sundstorm

this video real speak too me

Shawn Barbee

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amber thayer

I love this song so much I listen to it expesially when I'm upset when I watched my grandfather pass away this was the only thing I was singing and it beings tears to my eyes ever since

Junith Jalosjos

Love is a force more formidable than any other. It is invisible - it cannot be seen or measured, yet it is powerful enough to transform you in a moment, and offer you more joy than any material possession could.

Toysoldier X

this is my whole life in one video

Judy Cochran

Our song . what hurts the most. Rs Kentucky

Judy Cochran

Ronnie Stewart passed away July 4 2000 to days after his bd. he was an is the only man I'll ever love . this is our son. See u again.

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