Track 10 from the 1998 album "Millennium"
The album artwork was made by Wade Youman, then member of the band "Unwritten Law"
Lyrics:
When I'm sick of trying and it feels
the end has just begun
Even though I'm hurting
I want to be the one
Share my world and understand my pain
You needed to keep me open
but I kept on running from
All those deep emotions
Can't you see it's not so easy
to express my point of view
And you'll never ever know
because of the things I could not show
I just wish I could stop this world for you
to show how I felt was true
Still I know you doubt it
even though we're both to blame
There's no way around it
All those hidden thoughts that spin around
My head of how things used to be
You could have made it easy
for me to open up to you
if you could see me inside
I couldn't let my feelings though to you
It's so hard to let go
And you'll never ever know
because of the things I could not show
I just wish I could stop this world for you
to show how I felt was true