Really cool Dutch prog thrash. From the album The Indictment (1990).
Lyrics:
Black outs rule my day thoughts are away
There are hours I can't recall they're hidden behind
A gray wall
Did I faint or fall asleep
What is happening to me who will set me free
Brain mixed up schizophrenia
Personality divided in two
Good fights bad schizophrenia
Don't know what to do
I'm your evil part when you're out I start
I live without a heart
I like to start up a fight do bad things no what's right
With no pity here inside
My name is trouble avoid me though it's an honest
Face you see
I'm not what I ought to be
Making trouble it's always the same doing it under
Your name
So you're the one to blame
Who's that girl walking there alone?
Ain't she afraid to walk alone in the dark?
I have to punish her she's asking for it
I gotta see her fear and hear her scream
It's my destiny to punish you
I gotta catch you like a beast on the run
Now you're eliminated by my hands
See the fear in your eyes oh is this fun
Hey you don't you touch me
She had to be stopped can't you see
Why are you throwing me into the cell
I don't mind cause I'm a creature of hell
Why don't you just let me be
I don't deserve this can't you see
I'm a prisoner without a crime
I didn't kill or steal a dime
But if you want to help to send a shrink
I need someone to clean up this mess
Don't need a doctor with a pill
For now I know I'm mentally ill
Mentally ill