Order a physicial copy of my new album, Michael Wilson Jones, here: https://mikelwj.bandcamp.com/album/michael-wilson-jones
Lyrics: http://rapgenius.com/Mikelwj-my-last-song-for-her-lyrics
Mikel vent's over the past loss of a loved one and tell's the story of the loss, finally putting a memory to rest (hopefully).
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Sample in the instrumental taken from Inception Soundtrack (movie)
Beat produced by Xavery Williams.
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10 years ago
Intro: MikelWJ]I call you up, you turn me downI try to smile, but I can only frownI call again and you make it outThen we make up, and then make outYou freak out, so I dip outI was stuck, like what the fuck?My heart shouts, and my mind cloudsYou pushed down on the elevatorI guess that means I'll see you laterWe wrestled and we nestledThose key steps to undress youThat kiss was real, and those lips are stillSweetest flavor with a hint of steelSo confused, who broke the rules?It wasn't me, and it wasn't youI guess it's cool, shit. (x2)[Verse One: MikelWJ]I should have seen this coming, with the way that you were runningWith the way that you were acting, to how I was reactingAnd I can't Believe it, how you hit me past our seasonAnd you never gave a shit when you said that I was leavingAnd now, you're saying that you love me, tell me that you miss meBut music is a part of me, you tried to make that historyYou crushed it, you beat it, you threw it to the groundAnd set it fire in the air until I couldn't make a soundNow love is what I search for, but not something you gave meBut now you come to me and say "I want you back my baby, I love you, I need you, you're something from up above."But you never gave you're heart, so now I can't give loveI was never shown it, you're my opponentI'm trying to be something that you can't see and also you never could own itThese women can't see this, it's just swag and moneyYou're heart is fucked and I know that I can't fix it up honey[Bridge: MikelWJ]I loved you so, you showed me noneYou said that you want me to father your daughter or sonBut that's all wrong, I'm far too youngBut then you stop telling me that you think that I could be the oneSo I said I love you, and act like you made meYou put on a front, to act like you hate meI pushed you down, and I know that I hurt youAnd that's when I realized that I broke my one ruleI asked forgiveness, you walked away cryingBoth of our hearts were broke and I was dyingLying, but I still kept on tryingOur cycle of love and lust kept me smiling[Verse Two: MikelWJ]But you didn't call that night, And I heard that you moved outArizona was your new home, you we're chilling with a new crowdBut three months later, your parents wouldn't let you insideYou were pregnant with a small child, and I can only imagine how much you criedThe next morning was church day, all they did was show you the doorThey said that you slept around, they called you a slut, they called you a whoreSo you called me that night, you had an almost dead phoneAnd the words that followed turned into a sad sad poemBut what I didn't know back then, that poem turned out as a noteThen you dropped the phone and I could hear you, slowly, chokeI shook with pure shock this couldn't be, real lifeYou gave your hope up, and you gave into all that strifeSo I prayed to God that night, and in that prayer I cursed his nameI said I'd give all the money in the world to take away that someone's painAnd this is real rap right here, you know that it comes from the heartAnd I was wondering if you could tell me why this hurt me from the startThese girls and these boys, they listen to me every single dayBut they never realize the truth that sits and waits in every single word I sayAnd this isn't fake, this is all real life, and I'm getting it off my chestMaybe if it's public to the world then you'll see, I can finally restI can finally restI can finally restAll I want is to restSo can I finally rest?[Outro: MikelWJI call you up, you turn me downI try to smile, but I can only frownI call again and you make it outThen we make up, and then make outYou freak out, so I dip outI was stuck, like what the fuck?My heart shouts, and my mind cloudsYou pushed down on the elevatorI guess that means I'll see you laterWe wrestled and we nestledThose key steps to undress youThat kiss was real, and those lips are stillSweetest flavor with a hint of steelSo confused, who broke the rules?It wasn't me, and it wasn't youI guess it's cool, Fuck