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Painting over portraits again

I pretend this isn't how I knew it would end.

Cause there are no more pages in my book

and there is too much ink in my pend

so now I'm wishing that the cycle would end so then I'd learn to be somebody's man

cause there is too much history for the history books

and i'd like to start them again

I hate me

so unoriginal

no other feeling could feel so traditional

cause every year I end up here

I end up here

so now you hate me?

oh how original

well I'm used to it

lone individual

another year and I'm still here looking in the mirror

I'm sure I'm sure

and I didn't do those things from before

but there is no more time left on the clock and you are walking out the front door

so now I'm learning to be wrong even more the whore

the emptiness I try to ignore

cause there are no more bullets in my gun and I am trying to prepare for war

and you say, "I'll take it on myself, I'll take it out on my friends."

and you say, "I've got this knife ego my throat, and there's this blood on my hands."

(and if you pick me up...) is it selfish?

Well if so fine,

I've always been selfish

and that's just one of the many problems I will never be able to fix

I believe I am making everyone's lives around me worse

increasingly worse

I am a disease to my friends and family

Please leave me alone

we're still young

it's over I'm so dumb

I love her

I'm sorry

I hate me

It was fine

til lately