(Chorus x2)
Im getting heavily sedated
this hennessey done got me faded
And Im ready to go, Im ready to go, Im ready to go
Im ready to go, Im ready to go
(Verse 1)
I feel like life is lost, somewhere my life got lost
Between these crazy streets, and all them years up north
I watched my family go from, happy to now its broken
My mommas barely coping, now why my daddys smoking
Thats prolly why Im lokin, thats prolly where the hope went
How can I keep my focus, when my whole world is hopeless
My niggas dyin on me, Im feelin tired homie
This 45 in my hand, should I try it on me?
This type of shit Im thinking, stressing, steady drinking
Driving, turning, weaving, tryna escape these demons
The pressure building up, parole got me stuck
My family, Im sorry baby, im bout to give it up
(Chorus x2)
Im getting heavily sedated
this hennessey done got me faded
And Im ready to go, Im ready to go, Im ready to go
Im ready to go, Im ready to go
(Verse 2)
Im feeling suicidal, Im holding up my rifle
Got voices telling me end it, I think thats what I might do
Right now Im feeing worthless, my son was my whole purpose
I cant face him it hurts me to let him see me hurtin
His momma keep on spazzin, need money I dont have it
I told her wait cause one day, imma make it big rappin
Feels like im just dreamin, wake up, stop believing
Cause niggas like me end up only in jail or leaving
Im tried of hustlin, struggling, running from the pos
That liquor talking its sayin fuck it you got to go
Im so depressed, in a deep stress, I need rest
I sleep less, cant eat shit, oh jesus please repull my spirit
(Chorus x2)
Im getting heavily sedated
this hennessey done got me faded
And Im ready to go, Im ready to go, Im ready to go
Im ready to go, Im ready to go
(Verse 3)
To my son I tried, now mommy please dont cry
Feel like a failure cause life keep passin me on by
Im tired of being patient, with problems accumulating
Whose waitin god or satan, which ones my destination
Heaven or hell Im thinkin, holding my cup Im drinking
Deeper I keep on sinking, depressions what Im reaching
My god Im bout to squeeze it, my brains all on the sink and
I guess this is the feeling that half a mill was feeling
Now I can see myself, standing outside myself
Look at me bleeding, damn, I done kill myself
I ended my own life, I feel me taking flight
Till someone touching me, pulling me towards the shining light
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