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Song Title: Lawn Full Of Marigolds

Artist: Joshua James

Album: Build Me This

I moved myself west to find a philosophy,

to learn my geography at best.

Where the mountains are cold,

the rain drops it's tears, I'm told.

Amongst the ashes a heart of gold, they say.

I guess it's best to imagine it that way.

So I bought me a book to teach me the ways of God,

to open my tarnished heart from it.

Started praisin' the Lord & talkin' in tongues & code;

I did repairs on that broken road back home.

I guess it's better than being alone.

And now to death: I'm dying.

To love: I'm trying.

To God: I'm lying again.

And to my Ma: I've failed you.

To my Pa: I [always] blamed you.

And to God: I have shamed you again.

So I moved myself out, I pictured a better home-

a lawn full of marigolds, I guess.

I headed back east, started thinking my hope away,

depression was the one to stay since then.

Now, I take pills to push it from my head.

Yes, I take pills to push it from my head.

And now to death: I'm dying.

To love: I'm trying.

To God: I'm lying again.

And to my Ma: I've failed you.

To my Pa: I [always] blamed you.

And to God: I have shamed you again.

To God: I have shamed you again.

To God: I have shamed you again.

Again.