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I think I'm losing you

but I will never regret choosing you

'Cause I am in love

and for now that will be enough

and the ones around me convinced me that I was the only person

who was dumb enough to believe that you and I had hope

but now I know even after you begin to let your emotions slow

the reason I stood alone was because I was the only one who knew our love was never gonna let go

Everyone wanted me to see that we could not thrive

so gouge out my eyes

'cause if this is reality then I guess I'm not alive

Because I don't know a life in where I can't make things right

And when life teaches you to drive

and you finally say goodbye

and you won't let me stand by your side

I'll know that though some feelings are hurt

none will have died

'Cause I used to stay up at night

and picture myself looking in your eyes

Shouting as you would sigh

How dare you think you can fall asleep?

With water dripping from the kitchen sink

How dare you think you can fall asleep

With all these little leaks in this home we built in our dreams?

A picture's worth a thousand words

of whatever people say to me

It's hard to believe when your mind is lost and in need

and all you can picture is a memory inside of someone else's sheets

A prayer that nothing will keep

A hope that light will seep

before the dark sinks too deep

or at least the sinking feeling inside of me will decrease

when the release of perceived dreams burn in the flame of feeling free

So feel free to be free if that's what you need

And if someday you feel alone

and everything caves in when you try to breathe

Know that you're not alone

as far as I can see,

'cause you were everything to me

Through this I've realized that if I were god

we would've all just died

because darling, you were mine

and now I feel so dead inside

and what good am I if all I can create

is a projection of my own mind

A dream of finding time to remind you

that I'm still here, and I'm not fine

And darling if you're going to leave

just remember who you are

and do what you can to remember me

Maybe someday we can talk about our past

and we can talk about the weather

Whenever you leave I dont care what I'm remembered for

I just want to be rememebered

Because even if I fail you, at least I tried

and maybe our lives dont add up now

But someday our graves will look the same

when we both die

and if I had a chance

I'd give you one last kiss

and I'd bite down on your lip

and I'd try to puncture it

So you'll never forget that time that you'll always regret

and darling, I know that sometimes life will take a turn for the worse

and sometimes life will even hurt, and I know some days,

some days you're afraid of the lessons you'll have to learn

and some days you'll even feel burned

and I'll wanna let you know I wanna love you through them

But I always get what I deserve