All hope has died
every time I see your eyes
I kills inside to know you lied
you watched me climb
you saw me fall
every time I see my face
it's disgusting me how I became
I walked away down this path
knowing I just can't turn back
I tell you know I feel ashamed
knowing I just walked away
loving you
was something I couldn't do
I had to walk, I couldn't lie
I couldn't even fucking try
I'm giving up, I suck at trying
HOPE IS NEVER AN OPTION
but it's grabbing me and won't let go
I keep screaming and praying
grasping and wanting
I know it know I have to let go
It fucking shows
I'll pull through
and I'll scream in your face until you know
I pulled through
Your lies will be all told and my life can go
on and on
your on your hands and knees and know
you're screaming
come back to me
15 years ago