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9 years ago
I love this song, but it brings me bad memories, not of a girl, but when my whole family was sick, wife and 2 of my 3 kids on mental hospitals, and due to that, lost everything I owened at the time I lost my busines because I could not t attend it, I was taking care f my daughter, going to hospitals as far away as 450miles away to visit my kids, I could en not care less for the material stuff I am used to struggle all the time, but I could d not stand having all of them sick, me and my daughter alone, for weeks at the time, and me listening to my music to ease the pain... it was hard, but we came through, but the damage was done, already, it took its toll on melost the house, 2 cars, all my tools, but my kids, my kids being in and out of hospitals, I am resilient, I am strong and patient, but now I'm no longer with my family, I got deported from usa for sm mi gling weed so I could make some quick cash and take my kid to a state hospital, I did what any father would have done for his kids, but I am paying dearly for my mistake, now they are suffering without me there, fucking shit... so much shit is comin to my y mind now... well, my kids a at e over there, I'm over here... we see each other soon... I chat with them everyday, messge them and give them advise, because that is all I can give them now.l was never illegally in usa, but still, and u think I could get help in usa, I lost most of the benefits cus I kept missing appointments, so, just when I thought things could not get any worse, ...they did. I feel optimistic about my future, slowly, but I'll be up again soon..on top.... I'm always listenin to music, o. My earbuds, tablet, at work, I sleep with earphones every night, I am alone now, fuck... bye..