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THE CAP'N

Heartbraking!

Troynesha Whitehead

Memories of you haunt me, the dreams that we put on hold. I never lost interest, I'll always have a thing for you. 

Andre Zavaleta

Still a better love story than Twilight.....

Karen Ansbro Leone

Tears...tears...and more tears.

Gordan Gardašanić

How much I love this woman. I always do. But she will never know this. We are working together and she is always in my minds.

Tamago Chi

i just heard this on pandora and suddenly it feels like the whole world dropped on me

Ania Anula

Goodbye...Good luck..

Gus Tijerina

Sad, made me cry first time I heard it, I had an almost lover, she only brought me heartache.

Natalia Parada

This is exactly what I haveA almost lover

Paul Rinear

Life without the quest for love isn't life at all. The universe is sexual for reasons nobody understands.

JD Savage

tears...this is how they are called forth

May Lee

Love this song... It so sad

The Gamer Child

This is a beautiful song, I love it so much. She is also the prettiest redhead that I have ever seen... No offense to anyone out there. Good luck with your heartbreaks and best of wishes everyone.

Alaina Rhodes

So relevant to my life. Everything still hurts and it has been 6 months. And you never ever cared.

MrAudienceMember

Nice one for the music list.

fabel star

I'm here for the bethyl feels

Nikki Tada

Almost lover...yep..almost..,

Monika Z

Suits <3

Anna Ibarra

I had a few drinks last night so I could relax and sleep well but I couldn’t sleep at all so I decided to take some alieve to help me sleep but I had totally forgotten about the wine. Anyway I fell asleep after a few minutes and I fell into a really deep sleep. It was intense, I even had an intense dream that made me feel like I was actually dying when I woke up and freaked out a little.The dream goes like this:I was in a room I don’t know how I got there or what was going on but, I saw Mateo and I started talking to him and I thought he was paying attention but a girl walked up to him and kissed him. Right away tears fell and my heart started to hurt, then that girl left and another came and did the same but this time he groped her. Then another came and he smacked her ass. I kept saying something I don’t remember what but my tears kept falling. I do remember asking why do you keep doing this? I thought you were gonna change. I yelled but he could not hear me. I tried to reach out to him but my hands were balled up into fits and I could not move them. At one point I noticed a reflection of my grandma, I was looking through a window or glass of some sort to Mateo so I turned around and saw a bunch of my family and friends around me. I was in a bed with tubes coming out of me, I was asleep but everyone was saying goodbye. They cried, they sobbed, they grabbed my hand telling me their last goodbyes. I stood there watching them, I wanted to touch them and tell them I was here but no words left my lips. I then felt a strong pull & was gone into darkness. My heart was pounding, I was scared, I didn’t know where I was. Then I saw a low light so I walked towards it and it was the room I was sleeping in reality. I saw myself sleeping exactly as I was. I wondered why was I looking at myself then a figure appeared from the darkness and walked towards my body. The figure put its hand over my face but didn’t touch my face, it just let it hover over my face. I stood about a 20 feet from them, watching. In a low voice that I didn’t know if it was female or male said “if you go now this is what you’ll feel forever.” Once he/she said that I felt a strong pain in my chest. It was painful like a deep paper cut or a razor cut but it went deep into my chest and at the same time I felt a tightening feeling like if my chest was collapsing inwards. It was so strong that I fell to the ground on my knees holding my chest and trying to catch my breath then I felt a numbness. A numbness I had never felt before, there was no pain, nothing, I just felt weak and heavy like I had swam across an ocean with clothes on. I looked at the figure and it pointed towards me but I some how knew he wasn’t pointing at me so I turned to my right and saw Mateo next to me. He was on his knees too, he was staring at the figure and my body too but his stare was blank. I had only seen that face once and that was the first time I accused him of seeing another girl and he lied to me about it. It was for a split second but that face I never could forget, that’s why I’d always ask to see his face when we’d skype and etc. I knew that face was there and that he was lying but he never let me see it. I stared at his face but I felt nothing, I only felt numb. I asked him “do you still love me?” but there was no response, he didn’t even face me. When that happened I took a deep breath and thought this: “he never really loved me. This whole time his goal was something else. It was to make me love him so that in the end he’d do this and he wouldn’t feel alone since someone truly did love him. He doesn’t love me, he only loves himself and only wants people to love him since he knows he lacks that love for another.” I turned away from him and started crawling towards the figure and my body. Tears fell from my eyes and the pain returned, I wish I could have kissed him maybe that would have shown I love him but I remembered that its not me who has to show my love, it is him. The crawl seemed long and it was difficult because I still felt heavy and weak, I shook and I could feel my knees bruising and my hands bleeding. But once I got to the bed, I felt like looking back to see if Mateo was there but I didn’t and it hurt a lot. I just sat down on the bed then laid down over my body and I woke up to my alarm blaring, I had apparently missed it twice. That is how I know that my sleep was deep.When I woke up I freaked out because this had never happened to me. I feel like I was probably close to dying and that’s why I dreamed that. I do love Mateo a lot and I wish we could work it out but I know he doesn’t love me and keeping this love for him would just be a dumb thing to do. It would only hurt me just like it is right now. I’ve learnt from the past that when a person doesn’t care about you the way you care about them, then you should move on. I loved Jerry for about 7 years and nothing came from it except admiration and a bit of friendship. When I came to corpus I was in love with Mateo so when Jerry the person I had loved for 7 years asked me if I wanted to go out to drink I felt happy that after all these years he’d ask me but I was in love so I rejected his offer. Even later when he’d ask again and again, everytime I said no all because I was in love with someone else. The funny thing was that after all these years he still thought I loved him and that I hadn’t moved on but as he came to see, I was very much in love with someone else and I had moved on. I know I can do it, I know I can get over a guy, I can get over a love. It just takes time. What is funny is that Jerry wasn’t the only one who thought I still had feelings for him. The person who I had a big crush on in high school, Jay, thought I was still into him. Once again I told him, I fell in love with someone else. He understood right away but left me with this sentence, “I should have taken your offer sooner. Strike out for me.” Funny how these guys realized too late that I was worth something. It took them years to learn that I am a wonderful person that really did have true feelings for them. Now I’m 22 and all those guys who once had my heart are broken and thought I’d let myself hurt till they were ready. No, that is not how I work. I do not let my heart do that. I know that if I let it, it would love with all its power that one person forever even if it dies in the end alone without any love for its own. But I know I deserve something better. I deserve someone who will fight everyone and anything to stay loyal to me, who will work his demons to love me and only me.Coming close to death every once in a while allows me to feel to remember who my heart loves. Sometimes I don’t want to admit it but this heart does things on its own. I’m no longer afraid of it getting hurt for when it hurts, it feels. I know that having that dream told me that I still love Mateo and it sucks because even if I die now I’ll probably still love him. I hate it because I don’t even know if he loves me or cares about me. Once again I’m left with a heart full of love for someone only to go crazy and wonder why. I must chop it up into pieces in order for it to forget but as I get older it becomes harder because the love grows deeper and deeper. The thing that also messes me up with loving Mateo is that I gave him literally all of me. He got that and that is something that I cannot get back. I even think that if we become friends and my heart still loves him I might let myself “make love” so that my heart can feel whole. I honestly loved him so much that I believed his words, that we’d grow old together, get married, that he’d change and not lie to me anymore, have babies, have a home together. That we’d get engaged once he was out of school and get married once he was out of the navy. I honestly was so close to trusting him with the deepest darkest secrets I have. Every word he said was only to keep me in love with him, he never meant anything, while all I said was being planned and I cannot believe I even was saving money for it. How much of a dumbass am I. Why did I trust a dumb kid, why did I fall in love with someone so immature. It was all an illusion, nothing was real, nothing he said was real and it probably never will be real.Let this be a learning experience for me. In the end I’ll be a happy dumbass somehow. I just gotta break every good thing I had with him so I can move on just like I did with the others in the past that had my heat. I can do it, I just hope that this time it doesn’t kill me. If it does well its okay, I’ve learnt a lot of things, I’ve seen a lot for 22. I’ll end up okay and if what my dream showed me I’d feel if I died well pain then numbness isn’t that bad but it would drive me crazy since I wouldn’t feel love. I guess that is what I’m truly afraid of, not feeling anything at all.There are so many unanswered questions but I cannot trust anything he says because so far they’ve all been lies. He is charming, cunning, seductive, and manipulative. Still knowing those thigns I cannot stop this damn heart from loving him but I still ask myself. Why does he still want to be my friend? Why does he feel that he has to have me in his life? Why did he cheat on me? Why did he have to keep lying? Why couldn’t he stop? Did he just want me for sex? Does he just want those other girls for sex? Was he really in love with me? Should I even try to let my heart still love him? Should I even consider his friendship even though this is the 3rd strike? Would I accept him if he tried to get me back? Probably but Would I even make it easy for him? No more than likely he’d have to work really hard to even let me consider him an option. Well from what I know now I’m glad that I didn’t ever make love with him in reality again because that shows me that all he wanted was sex especially since the girls he cheated with gave it easily to him. It hurts but I know the truth and he can deny it all he wants, the videos, the pictures, the witnesses, the messages all have it and I know everything but really if he does want to change then he should just come clean once and for all, no matter who he loses or hates him or who he ends up hurting or he hurts his chances of anything with those girls, it will be the only way to start on the road to actually changing. But I know that will never happen because he is too much of a coward and irresponsible guy that he couldn’t do it. I’m glad I at least have some stable people in my life that truly will miss me if I die. If he isn’t one of them its fine, I’ll have a stadium of them missing me but he’ll end up with probably a few handfuls. What’s funny is that I could have helped him make those real connections with other people since I knew that he can’t make them on his own and I accepted that he was a sociopath but seriously, his chances of that are low. I maybe insane at the moment but I have hands reaching out to pull me out left and right and they wouldn’t let me down because they know that I won’t rely on them with all this nor will let them stay in a hole if they were in the same rut. You know taking the easy was out is never gonna show you anything. Taking the hard way out, even if you lose people, get hurt, or even ruin your life is better because you’ll end up more satisfied in the end and find things about yourself you didn’t know were there. But there is always a difference between saying your gonna do something and actually doing it and that is what he lack and I have and that is why I’m stronger and better and will get ahead with a stable life in the end. This song is what will drive me to finish this.Your fingertips across my skinThe palm trees swaying in the windImagesYou sang me Spanish lullabiesTHE SWEETEST SADNESS IN YOUR EYES----CLEVER TRICK!!----I never want to see you unhappyI thought you'd want the same for meGOODBYE, MY ALMOST LOVERGOODBYE, MY HOPELESS DREAM-----I'M TRYING NOT TO THINK ABOUT YOU----CAN'T YOU JUST LET ME BE???---SO LONG, MY LUCKLESS ROMANCE---MY BACK IS TURNED ON YOU!!!-------------------I SHOULD'VE KNOWN YOU'D BRING ME HEARTACHE!----almost lovers always doWe walked along a crowded streetYou took my hand and danced with meImagesAnd when you left you kissed my lipsYOU TOLD ME YOU'D NEVER EVER FORGET THESE IMAGES, NO!!------I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU UNHAPPY---I THOUGHT YOU'D WANT THE SAME FOR ME!---I CANNOT GO TO THE OCEANI CANNOT DRIVE THE STREETS AT NIGHTI CANNOT WWAKE UP IN THE MORNINGWITHOUT YOU ON MY MINDSO YOU'RE GONE AND I'M HAUNTEDAND I BET YOU ARE JUST FINE-----DID I MAKE IT THAT EASY???------TO WALK RIGHT IN AND OUT OF MY LIFE???-----

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