Deceased

Deceased - In The Laboratory Of Joyous Gloom from the 2011 album "Surreal Overdose"

Thanks for the mind expansion

The world seems a little colder now

In the darkest corner of the dark corner

Sits a friend I've never known well

Wasn't well no warmth, no sun

Til the rodent invaded my mind

This little voice sifts through

Thoughts in my head starts carving

Away at me

I need haunting worlds to twist my mind

For the eeriness must creep

No reaching hand just the still of night

Dripping from gloom's I.V.

In the dead of night through the light of day

Darkness stood it's ground

As anxious feelings kept feeding my dreams

To become what once was me

I grasped the dark and took its charge

In my universe I flew so high

But a predetermined waiting fate

Now comes to claim its prize

With my mind undone I'd found my peace

As the eeriness crept through me

No reaching hand just the still of night

Dripping from gloom's I.V.

And now I'm seeing this vision

It sits looming, peering at me

I smash the lights out close my eyes

Hoping it goes away

It starts speaking in words I cannot follow

It holds out its hand for embrace

I wish it dead in a box deep underground

And a million miles away

I need haunting worlds to twist my mind

For the eeriness must creep

The reaching hand has been shunned away

I'm holding out for what comes next

And now they tell me I'm crazy

They've studied the brains in me

I know that I'm fine controlling my life

Yet they question all that I do

Upon me is this illness and its overtaking me

Please go away and leave me to doom

Why won't it let me be me?

Oh how I cherished that feeling and

Oh how I cherished that high

Locked away like a germ or a world

Ending plague removed from what I crave

And now I've found this horror

Or maybe it's found me

Pushing words of hope and happiness

I'm repulsed it's so ugly

In the laboratory of joyous gloom

Science turns on me

They say I've strayed from the

Rational lost in mystery

Keep on hoping keep on waiting

These feelings grab me I am wits end

In the laboratory of joyous gloom

Science turns on me

They say I've strayed from the

Rational lost in mystery

Clinging desperately I wait for the

Moment when will it come?

I breathe for it and bask in it

Don't leave me now my long anointed

World misery

The time has come!!

Don't leave me now forever we're

Bound by one and only dear friend

Together alone we'll fend off the

Fiend that has gathered to finish our mind

All torment is gone my dream has come true

I've patched up this hole in my mind

Please tell me you're listening

I've patched up this hole in my mind!