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Music video by Souls In Chains performing Beautiful (Produced by. Mojo). Copyright © 2011 Atima Records.
Lyrics:
[Verse1][jD]
And life is beautiful I keep trying to tell myself, but my life is a living hell, I've lived it up I've lived it well, at least I've tried, I guess I've failed, can you blame me? I'm nineteen I'm scared trying to get high daily, cause Tylenol don't do the trick anymore, Codeine and Morphine all I want anymore, I hate the person that I am, hate the things that I do, hate myself for pushing people away that got me through, all my mistakes, and all my heartaches, and now I'm drowning here alone while the drugs take, control of me I stay self medicated, got a hold of me, and I cant seem to shake them, I cant stand it, the feeling, I'm on my own, I cant stand it, its killing, just let me go, but see life would be so beautiful if I could just, erase you from my memory, because it all leads back to you.
[Bridge][15x]
Life would be so beautiful.
[Verse2][jD]
Sometimes, I wanna drown myself to sleep, cause sometimes, It sounds pretty nice to me, but every time I'm feeling this way I just grab another fist full and I intake, problems are gone today, I cant tell if its the voices deep inside, maybe its the poison in my stomach kidneys liver and my mind, I'm living in my memories, they've made my life a mess for me, and half my fans are just as drugged out and depressed as me, and they ask me for help, and they ask me what to do, and they ask me for advice, and I haven't got a clue, but I can lose myself to prescriptions or over the counter addictions, just as quickly as you cause I'm a wreck like you, And these days I'm kinda out of it, addict of Xanax is turning into a habit, I'm kind of proud of it, but see my life would be so beautiful if I could just, erase you from my memory, because it all leads back to you.
[Verse3][jD]
I keep my music close but my pills closer, with every swallow i feel a bit colder, and when the music stops and the drugs ware off, I'm alone in a world that feels hopeless, its just a poor substitute for a therapist, it makes me wanna hurt myself sometimes, But I feel like a loser when the drugs settle in, I feel like a loser when I lose myself to these things, I write every single song about them, every single verse about it, every single words around this, little bad habit of mine, the secrets out, this is the beauty in a monster, no more secrets now, they say that life is beautiful but I don't see it, if this life is beautiful make me believe it, but see my life would be so beautiful if I could just, erase you from my memory, because I fuckin hate you.
[Bridge][15x]
Life would be so beautiful.
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