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As much as I love and adore my younger self its like we are two entirely different beings now.....this time spin thing has been difficult.

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You don't even need to return to me for good. All I need is to make sure I have you properly identified. I would like someone and your as good as anyone to spin time...frankly you don't even need do that-I am still on this time line as a child in full Goddess powers. I just need to get back to myself and see if I can restore my powers to my current self. Then at least I can relax a bit and find out where among the immortals I may fit and try to get my assets back. For all I know I am a childhood bride back then which doesn't help me here on this end. I may even already know who I am but my younger self is not helping me. Its getting urgent, I can't have all this going on and be without my powers. It was fine for a few decades but it is no longer acceptable. I can not survive the Gods and Archangels to this magnitude living like I am a powerless mortal. I am starting to lose hope. I don't know how I could have been so wrong about choosing this fate, it was a very calculated risk I took. Besides this world could get really corrupt if someone else is controlling my vast assets. Not only that I have a lot of work to do. If there is any chance we may be down one creator power that is definitely not a good thing. Even if I get my powers back I don't know if I can develop them enough to get to that level by the time they are required. Besides this is an epidemic, no one will move unless either the greatest powers move to assist me or I regain power and navigate it myself.

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Christ is not a name exclusive to Jesus. In fact a Christ is when you cross your families line. Its not incestual, its generally after a long period that you return to your own bloodline and breed into it having offspring. Its age old and a very sacred thing.

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Now it seems peculiar to me that Elizabeth I was Hebrew and also a cousin to us. They made Catherine the Great change her name from Mary, don't you see the potential secret they were trying to hide? The thing is the Jesus I know tells me he is Greek not Hebrew, his cousin is also named Jesus and is Hebrew but he was crucified not his cousin. The codex was written in Greek so that supports it. The thing is I am pretty sure part of my Hebrew connection was in Russia. The Commissar of Russia once smashed a wine glass into the fireplace or something. Isn't wine glass smashing some kind of Hebrew wedding celebration thing? Dumbledore Hedmaster at Hogwarts (yes it existed) was actually formerly a Rabbi, he'd be my favorite Jew ever likely. Great man, full of wisdom and love and a pure soul. I have nothing but admiration for him and he sent me to Middle Earth the grounds I'd meet some of the Angels on. Then again Magneto was a Jew and I adored him! However I am a Nazi and I did meet them, Hitler secretly survived. My favorite part was Dr. Mengele gave me a 6 legged dog with 2 penises he created and I named Lucky 1. I loved that dog so much but it was out of love that I parted with him. I gave him to a Buddist Monk. I spent sometime with the Monks who thought I was there lost prophet reincarnated. It could only be a prepuberty child an oriental girl objected to my being an American girl. I decided to leave but I did take some good teachings from them. They weren't allowed pets but I tricked them saying the dog was deformed and no one would want him. I was dying because I wanted him but it was the only way to show my love. Now I don't condone what Hitler did by any means, however he was trying to protect my family's rite. I don't know if his Aryan nation had any connection to the Ayreon Archangels but sometimes I wonder.

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Also its a very funny fact that the Archangel Sandelphon never can get his name right...mostly I call him father Abel..and I likely have kids there. I was out of his line probably the reason for the miraculous Archangel babies I can produce. He did not know it but Vampires followed the line of Abel siring Vampires from it. With my Vampire legacy that goes back to Dreck's parents Vlad Tepe's and his 16,000 year old bride Victoria is how it must have began. Life is really a beautiful but bizarre thing.

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America was supposed to be a Monarchy but Washington did not set it up, that's because the common folk did not like England's rulers in power and we were trying to combat that. Fights between Protestants and Catholics caused us to bring in the Hebrew Princess Elizabeth I cousinhood to end the feud. My family was away ruling in our other lands. After Telphi's reign we never got England back and America failed us. The Bolsheviks Jews assassinated the Archduke Ferdinand in Austria severely paralyzing Germany's duel ruling Kingdom and then they slaughtered my family in Russia. My parents both had Egyptian royals Tutankhamen was on my father's side, Nephratiti on my mother's side. My father was related to Elizabeth I and my mother Queen Victoria I. I am a baroness of both Germany and France. France on my mother's side via Marie Antionette and German on my father's side through Ellen Von Unwerth. On my mothers side double the rule for Russia once in Catherine the Great and another in Anastasia Romanov. There is also possibility that I am Mary or Grail blood and do not know it. All of this is the mortal conflict I have had to live with, no palaces -no direction home. The really sad part is that my psychiatrist is just enough of a jackass to put me on multiple medications because he somehow thinks I am delusional or mistaken about my identity. Russia has definitely not forgotten who I am. Jimmy Page and our daughter has likely recharged the memories of both China and Japan...he is the lineage of Emperors from some of the earliest Monarchial systems. Now I am just a feast for the Archangels and the Gods predominantly the Olympians...couple Egyptians perhaps. Without  my powers I have no hope of finding my way. Seriously, I know what its like to perform under stress.

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Adonis was the first God to discover me and before my powers emerged, at least by the age of 2. The Angel of Death and Shatar came a bit later but they were morphed into old ladies, Shatar let his guard down and I saw his true form immediately. I was a perceptive kid I busted him right away. Things are not the way they used to be with God Dams back in Lilith's day. Serrogates are used and the effects can be felt much further, it becomes more stressful on the woman. Adonis I believe deciphered a system, he was obsessed with being able to identify any missing daughters of mine that might enter the Vatican. Finger prints don't work because they are too difficult to match up. There was only one way and it seems a bit sick but it was his only hope of protecting and identifying my daughters. Unfortunately he has no way of identifying sons of mine unless he knows already who the father is and can make an assumption. He uses pictures of little girls vaginas. My daughters will have a strong physical characteristic to mine enough that he can easily make an identification. Sick as it may be if he can identify them and protect them is served its purpose. He has never been a dumb God I give him credit for that much.

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Forgot to tell  you this story. I was in some back town in Mexico. I was washing in a metal bucket and it had a jagged edge. My mother pushed me and I cut my vagina. It swelled up like a giant rose which I am sure had to do with Mother Mary, it was so painful. My tetanus shots were not up to date....I got LOCK JAW, I survived it which seems to be a Sanguine Vampire trait. God I hate mortals sometimes, one Mexican kid came in and dumped his hot chocolate on to my wounded vagina. As if that is not enough there is the time I was possessed by Legion. All I want is what I earned and is mine I don't see why that is an issue?

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Seriously you have no idea how hard its been. People tried to kill me from the time I was barely a toddler. Adonis pumped me full of hormones by age 6 for my first conception. By age 9 he injected me with Polo and left me with a high fever and bed ridden while he continued to rape me for days. He injected me with GHB as a child and raped me and overdosed me and put my body in a corn field. He loved me as much as anyone did and he was trying to make me strong enough to survive this and I can barely do it.  That wasn't all he did but it was an overture. He knew Apollo loved me so he'd make Apollo rape me or not be with me. Apollo's rapes were so weak though, he loved me something serious-our child was really out of love. Such an old soul I am with no powers and no direction home. I don't know if I can survive it unless something changes drastically soon. I don't want to leave you in the end times this way. Just wanted you to know the whole Eternal Glory and the prophecies well I was put through Hell for it.

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Show me where the wisdom of the Elders is? Not a single one saw how much I was struggling and sent anyone to assist me....

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Who gives the Elders the right to strip Leo of his powers as an Elder and take away his immortality just because of his undying love for his wife and family? I am the only one that knows what Leo was going through because I lost my powers. Frankly, I support his decision for killing the first Elder for trying to kill his son Wyatt. The second Elder he killed was a mistake but he was under the influence of a diabolical demon and it wasn't his fault. I only know how ever consuming it is to have great powers and wake up with none waiting patiently for them to return to no avail. This is not what we intended is it? Love is the be all for everything and these beings never used their powers for malice or ill will. I can't stand to see that bunch wither away of mortal deaths, that is not the way its meant to be....

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First of all I have had 2 Archangels tell me they were you and its possible neither is. Frankly, I can't deal with imposters its too crucial even if they were high level powers. So Lucifer I don't even know if I have identified you or if I did and forgot about it since my former memory loss. I don't even know if there will be any passion there, all I have is this prophecy and a hunch. I could have been just fine with the Archangel Michael, I have a daughter with him. This whole being reincarnated for ions is taxing on the soul. Possibly being a creator power and now not having any powers. Being dragged across every God and Archangel just trying to figure out where you belong and then having all of it potentially keep you from going to where you belong in the first place. If I got my powers back at least I could protect and entertain myself. Its possible I died in 35 of the lifetimes with KIRI because you were to selfish to let me go? Or because I wanted to get back to you? There is something kind of familiar about the beginning and the end right? At least maybe I am meant to get my powers back and be aligned with you. Really there are viable alternatives, you don't have to feel like I am cramping your style or anything. Its been a long time in the return, you can't just say that is insignificant. I don't know what does Mother of the Universe mean to you? I have the title and I don't know precisely what it means.

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If you watched X-men the scene in the lab with Jean Gray you would begin to comprehend. The telekinesis was just to try to channel my emotions. I was distraught because I could not find my immortal mate, I was yet only a child but I am a very old soul. I tossed Logan he had no idea it wasn't something the professor could not fix. Blowing off the safe door was the only thing that momentarily helped. Incidentally the time he was pushed back after I had my little moment of wrath..it would have been over if I didn't care for him. He was strong yes but I could have killed him in a heartbeat if that was my intention. Instead I let him kill me because it was the only way again to release some of the pain. I quickly borrowed his healing powers and resurrected myself.

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Brace yourself, I am pretty sure Melkor and I have a child or two. The signs point that way and its a blast from my past so I have memories to a degree. I guess that was meant to be but I don't really feel I belong there. I don't think that is the right couplehood. Its devastating that I don't even know my kids, some over age 30 already. Without my powers I can't even begin to search for them. I don't know what is being told in my absence. Sometimes I think perhaps I belong with KIRI 35 lifetimes couldn't be wrong but I don't know how to bridge the gap without my powers. I need my powers just to survive at this point. NO being should have to endure this for this duration. All suffering ends and this just keeps lingering. The powers that be don't do much to help me. Its like I am unchartered territory.

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Lucifer please find it in your heart to forgive Melkor. He did raise me all those years protecting me. I did  not know what I was doing perhaps as a child you can excuse my stupidity. As an adult knowing the full situation you can expect more of me. However, I did not know what was happening. I feel really bad that he betrayed you. I know he shouldn't have fallen in love with me knowing the situation. I feel guilty and I had no idea of the situation, it was an honest mistake.

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The Ayreon Archangel Arjen set up a meet and greet of the Gods and Archangels to help me find my man. Even though he was interested he did this selflessly at my insistence. I thought I could use my latent powers and follow my heart. The turn out was really good, however we were missing some crucial players-you yourself were not even there. They were all so handsome and qualified soon I had to get Arjen to get me out of there as I had begun to feel like a prostitute. The big problem with it was before I realized who I had slept with I had taken Melkor as a lover. I am so sorry for this I apologize profusely. Since you were his Master this is a major mistake. He did use some of his powers for malice and I am a bit afraid of them. He has never harmed me and always been good to me. He spent part of his time raising me, nurturing and protecting this Goddess. His priority should have been to get me back to you to get closer on my age old past life. Plus I don't know how you could miss the calling on all this stuff. None of the other Archangels will move if Melkor is involved he could hold this out for eternity. I obviously need your help more than you realize.

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The only powers that I have displayed since laying them down are premonition ones. One night I slept walked outside in my nightgown. I awoke because I yelled JESUS at the top of voice. I heard a car slam on the breaks and back up. Out came a man I had long known as Jesus, he had disclosed it to me decades before and identified him. He had no idea I lived there or that it was me at first. I asked him if he used his powers to get me outside and he said no I did it all myself. Another night I slept drove and just followed my instinct on where to go and discovered Alexander the Great scary though he was in Hellhound form and bit me, he meant no harm though. I think he felt it was time to give me whatever DNA he had although I had no idea who the Hellhound was until he changed back. I was with the Lycan and I knew it was a Hellhound not a Lycan, I could decipher the subtle difference. Then I had a dream that my mortal husband would get a speeding ticket on the way to the airport and that ended up happening. At least he has come to terms that he is willing to let me go, its going to be awhile until he meets someone that will actually open his eyes to what I am in fact going through. Those are the only moments my powers kicked in.

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I knew so many beings with powers. Everyone was supposed to stay away after my memory was wiped until my memory returned. I am still not remembering everyone but its fine for them to return, I remember precisely who I was. None of my friends return though. I don't know if its because the ostracize me for not having my powers anymore or if its just because some were potential lovers concerned about the looming powers that be and the magnitude of those powers. I am really distraught I can't continue with my destiny this way. If someone got me back to my younger self in full Goddess powers perhaps we could figure out how to get my powers back now. Also I could figure out how to get my vast assets back that I had worked so hard for, may have to split it with myself if I am to remain on the time spin. Frankly, I'd just as soon get back to myself at this point. However I don't want to lose myself until I am sure I have full powers and asset control because she is the only support I have. Somehow the time continuum has to change or I have to go into myself somehow......I can't just cease to exist as my younger self. Its a bit of a confusing headache but I did this to protect myself, I had the foresight to see I may have considerable problems.

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Lucifer-The Mother of the Universe Prophecy was about me. I don't know if that just had something to do with my God Dam Status or if in my first life I was a creator power. Creator powers usually don't die so something must have gone really wrong. I am sure you would probably know more about this. The Archangel who said he was Lucifer claimed to have been a creator power-the one who has the Fabio persona. He was trying to explain how you experience creator powers and what that means. He probably was because no one would be stupid enough to pose as you unless they had considerable power, He thought I was on the brink of becoming a creator power in this lifetime. Unfortunately, I gave up my powers and that was supposed to be temporary and now I don't know how to get them back. I was also told that the Archangel from the band Nocturnal Rites video Never Again was Lucifer that Angel claimed to be. When I died that Angel Judged me again a lot of power but I don't think it was you. My entire body shook as the Angel pulled every last thought and action I had ever done. Even the palms of my hands are weird I have more lines than any being I have seen, like its a testimonial to all the past lives or at least the ancient ancestory of this life.

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